Saturday, April 22, 2006
bloody incubus
I dreamt the whites of my eyes turned all red and brown. More red than brown, though [and hence I'm wide awake]. An exaggerated version of my multiple eyelid-ed right eye, an effect after intense rubbing with bare hands. It's earned the disgust and awe of some, but that's not entirely the point. I DON'T LIKE HAVING FIVE EYELIDS!!!
School work is piling up mountainously that I've pretty much grown torpid towards it all to the extent that I've yet to find it contemptible! I'm aware of the tasks expected to be completed, yet I sit here procrastinating. GAWD I'm such a mess my recalcitrance is beginning to vex myself, not only the teachers [which I know they will be if only they knew I do Chemistry under the table].
Speaking of growing torpid, I'm kinda growing numb towards my lack of the-grace-of-a-woman genetics. I get my skirt wet, knock down plates of unfinished fries [hmm I wonder whose hehe] and bottles of perfumes [plastic, thank God], trip over my own two feet... The list goes on. And it's been going on for years now, maybe ever since I had my first cry!
Which is why I'm so perplexed that some people still find it surprising.
Or the way he puts it, "Selenge bacin seh!"
<3
remained aloft at 8:43 AM